It's not a bad thing after all

According to my plan, I should have reach home right now. Yet, I am still in college.
Initially i was kind of sad when everybody are going home and you are all alone PLUS oncall.
I am thinking of ponteng the oncall but the nurse called me.
The lane from college to hospital just too dark to walk alone, still, i have to.
Done with patients and i get myself bathed.
Sitting down with extra-curriculum book and music.
Then, i think, maybe it's not so bad to stay here one night.
I will get back home tomorrow anyhow,
Maybe spent some good time with me, myself to gain the inner peace.

既然计划赶不上变化，那么只好，处之泰然，即来之，则安之。

I need books, extra-curriculum books.